Tuesday, August 11, 2009

status: currently LOVING being pregnant....

I met with a Dr. today - to see if I liked her. I don't think she liked me. She didn't laugh at any of my little jokes and could have cared less about my background stories to my questions. Those of you who know me well, know that I am a very sarcastic gal and I like people to laugh, or at least smile, at my jokes, funny or not. :) This Dr. seemed annoyed with what I had to ask and say.

FIRED. totally fired.

I am canceling my 9/3 appointment at the hokey "Harmony and Wellness Center" (which is NOTHING like Private Practice, which I had imagined it to be), and have booked another appointment with a friend's Dr.'s Office - with a Nurse/Midwife on September 1st. Yay.

Next topic: the heartbeat. When do I get to hear it?? I had imagined I would hear it at my first appointment at 8 weeks - but sadly, as I learned today, I HAVE TO WAIT! What the crap. I hope that I can make an extra appointment to hear it during my 12th week - I can't wait that long!

Oh my sweet little person. My body is making a person. Sometimes, I can't even fathom it. Sometimes it makes me want to cry. Sometimes it makes me crazy, sore, and a little sleepy. But mostly, it makes me purely happy and full of joyful anticipation.

Peace Out.



  1. I went back in my blog and they could not hear it at 11 weeks so because I was so paranoid about it they did a sonogram the next day and everything was fine. The emotions you have while you are pregnant are so overwhelming but just want until you hold your baby in your arms those emotions are insane. I look at Jackson sometimes and start to cry because I love him soooo much. I might sound a little crazy but I don’t care. Love you Pam and I’m so happy for you. I love reading your blogs. Keep them coming!

  2. Have you considered a homebirth midwife? Mine is amazing. The reason I chose her was her wonderful personality. The first visit she actually laughed at my fiance's jokes, and mine as well. She didn't look at us like we were crazy lol.