6:00 AM woke up thinking about my test after a very vivid dream about getting a positive result.
6:15 AM still trying to go back to sleep...
6:45 AM I might as well get up and take the damn test, otherwise I will never get back to sleep.
7:00 AM I'll just get up and check it one more time. Still negative. No matter how wide I open my eyes, no matter how close I look. Still Negative.
The rest of the day: rationalizing as to why it is totally ok that I am most likely not pregnant, while still holding on to a tiny glimmer of hope that the tests are wrong.